in the mood of love***

these 2 days, my feelings of after watching "Lost in Austen", is really increasing my mode of love so badly. i feel so touch by the love in the stories. i cried so much of their love for each other. this is called Love.. i believe one day i'll always find my own prince charming.. haha.. but, unfortunately i dont think my prince charming is even exists in this world.. i feel like its somewhere somewhere far far n mostly it will always only going to be found in the stories where it will happened only in the hundred years ago.. cos those centuries, the guys will be only have the heart of loyalty, sincere, courteous, n love..

when i was young, i read lots lots of love stories bout life of centuries ago. living in the lives of where they sells cattles, being the thieves, living so freely in the forest, time travel, n etc.. the books that caught my attention is always the part of time travel where the modern gal was bring back to the past by this ghost to save another man from making mistakes tat he is goin to make.. in the beginning, its always the curiousity, untrustable of the man about the woman, then the expression of madness, angry, different of opinions, then the understanding, caring and love in the end..

i always love the character of the man inside the story book.. it is always describe with the guy has a broad shoulder, handsome, hardworking, powerful, able to protect a woman from danger. sometimes, the character of the man can be such playboy, but when it comes to the time of meeting the woman that he wants, he's heart only turns toward her. it is also another way round where the man is known as the lord, where he is a gentleman, serious, courteous, respectability for every woman.

whereas the character of a woman carries the description as pretty and beautiful, with a nice body, the perfect dress code, the way their hair works, n the way their behave.. its so much unlike where now the societies works.. n its amazing. sometimes, i myself would feel that i love the life inside the story books better.. n if only i know how to write, if only my English is better, if only im good in imagination stories.

but the part that always make me feel so sweet, so so much in love is when the man finally admits his love affection towards her, when he can no longer hold back his love for her. n being the stupid pig who only realized his love for her had been growing each day by day. n only get to realized it, when he is going to lose her. but, when he confess, he proposed with such a lovely words that it just carve in it to u.. " I LOVE YOU " what twilight stories of the vampire n human, the angel n human, i think the best love story in the end, is still the love human between human?

"not one heart beat had i forget" such a lovely words that it burned my heart so badly till i cry with tears beginning to drop when he written the note for her. where he grab the paper so strong during his sleeps, scared that he will lost her forever.. it so so romantic. i feel like i can just keep on watching n watching the movie non stop. i feel like living inside the stories more than in the realistic world. i feel like reading my story book non stops too.. n in the end, when he smiles at her. no more the angry expression, no more quarrel. it is just the best, the sweetest, the happiest love story ever.. i loved it. i wanna thank you my room mate, helena for letting me to watch this love story. its the best ever type of love story book. n it made me fall in love with the stories..


-01.05.2011-