oh my, this song is somehow reminds me of the feelings i once had not long ago, since such many years. n this feelings really are into me so badly.. i wont and will not goin to deny it.. its so meaningful and sweet. i love the music n the lyrics. cos somehow its a message towards myself to him. but, since things like this wont b happening at all. then, i might as well jus take it easy. as long, we are still frens. i dont mind cos im not desperate any how, eventho, i finally found one special person into my life.
but, i always believe the word "fate" as to force someone to be in a relationship with u somehow seems cheap n desperate. im neither one of it.. n being single doesnt mean its such a sad life either. somehow, it mayb fun either. as u able to look at so many kinds of guys which u never met b4..
I don't know, but I think I may be fallin' for you
Droppin' so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I know you better
I am tryin' not to tell you, but I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hidin' what I'm feelin'
But I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head
I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' 'bout you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waitin' all my life, and now I found you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
As I'm standin' here, and you hold my hand
Pull me towards you, and we start to dance
All around us, I see nobody
Here in silence, it's just you and me
I am tryin' not to tell you, but I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hidin' what I'm feelin'
But I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head
I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' 'bout you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waitin' all my life, and now I found you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
Oh, I just can't take it, my heart is racin'
Emotions keep spinnin' out
I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' 'bout you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waitin' all my life, and now I found you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you, I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout it, I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it, I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout it, I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it, I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you, oh, oh, oh, no, no, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, I'm fallin' for you
sumtyms, being here. i really feel like a small little gal. i really wish i cud change my age. change into a younger gal once again.. haha.. how envy of those young gals.. n so many good looking n adorable guys.. haha.. i feel so bad.. yes! yes!! i noe bout it. thats y, there's an emotion called self control.. haha.. u control ur feelings. but, guess it never will occured to me that i'll get attracted to the young guy here.. my goodness! i feel so awful.. haha.. oh, i somehow.. i only remember wondering how strong will his arm be.. he's such a good swimmer.. so strong n fast. hehe... now i really even such slut now.. haha.. but, since guys oso born to look at gals.. so y cant gals too. n im jus looking anyway, its not like i'll be dating him.. i'm still conscious of my own age.. haha..
but, to say again. to date kl guys is a dangerous step.. the guys here is not really the type that will suit me either.. im a old fashion type of gal.. still nt too old.. haha.. i love healthy guys. i love broad shoulder guys. i love a guy can make me laugh too. i love to have lots of conversation with him. i love to have so much things which u will be very very hard to find. so, mayb tats y i always end up having rotten relationship. a guy who doesnt smoke, but drinks n broad shoulders, horny, flirting with every gals. then, a guy who is non smoking, non drinking, skinny, then a very terrifying father who always looking at u with the eyes of money. then a guy who drinks n smoke n wasting money, n thinks like a kid. n his fren, a guy who is healthy n workaholic n single n healthy who is not bad either (but he's more likely a kl guy since he's been studyin here n working here) another guy who is healthy, non smoker, non drinker n a broad shoulder, he's perfect. but he's jus not mine. haha.. then a fren, who i think he mayb take me as a replacement of his last gf.. n no matter how good he treated me. i have to cxl him out too. cos he smokes, n drinks n im not the person to replace ur last gf. as, i never will take anyone as his replacement, eventho how good is the person.. mayb to think now. i may regret but i still i leave it to fate. lastly, a guy who is a stranger, barely know him is oso a fren too..
sometimes, i feel like i have so many guys in my life. its enjoying to tok bout it at times.. but mostly, im jus hoping to enjoy life now.. all i really care more.. i miss my daddy, my mummy, my 3 brothers.. i miss them till i feel so lonely at times.. seeing my classmates go back to be with their family every weekend, is the best moment.. n that is the moment, i really feel even more envy..
time, is flying fast. i can sniff the route of goin home soon.. cos being here.. 1 month is wat.. there's no more called enuf time. cos time is never enuf at all, when it comes to work, study, love, cleaning, eating, exercising, n etc... give me the power of controlling over time time time.. n freeze it the moment i says freeze..
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