Sometimes, i feel so tired n tired being here.. because i cannot longer feel the feeling of wat is home now.. it almost feels like ages staying here without family staying by urside.. i really miss home now. A home is a home where i can stay comfortable, happy, tidiness.. a place where u dont feel disgusted because u do clean up everyday. u clear all the dusts, the toilets, the dishes, the floor, n everything.. n i miss all of it.. n where u will save all the electricity bills. n where u can seated on the sofa with the people that u care so badly, watching movies together, or chit chatting or anything.. Besides that, u get to do the cooking n eat somethin which we called as nourishment.. i happened 2be missing all of that now.. 
The things around here is not always as cozy n happy either.. sometimes, i feel so disappointed n unbearable.. i cant find anyone to nag bout the problems of our environment, the house, everything. My parents always teach me how to be helpful, n tidy up the place around.. n yeah, i feel like i had been doin that for almost few months now. im tired n gettin very tired. therefore, i do not want to care anymore. i do not want to bother anymore.. n this had created a habit of letting it to be like this. n now the place has become so disgusted n i no longer feel like doin anything or cooking or anymore.. everyone has limit.. n my limit is done.. rite now is 730pm, im still in schol writing blog. im tired n my head hurts a lot too. n still i dont feel like goin home. summore, im stressing here, because i had been watching movies n playing like 4days now.. n i feel like i dint bother to study at the moment. so, im stressing.. my mock exam is on the end of april.. n i feel like i not yet started my revision again.. i can feel the tension around me everyday.. n its growing n growing.. -05.04.2011-
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