life is so fragile

i feel at times, im really childish.. y i always end up feeling so sad over things that isnt so material at all.. y i always take such a small things ending up like such a big matter.. i shud try to c things in a more wider view instead looking it like a very very small view.. life isnt bout love, which we all thinks everyday such as waiting for a prince charming or anyone.

life is about love the person we care.. care bout the person that we still can. cherish the person when he or she is still living n breathing the air with us. call the person jus to say Hello. tell the person that to always love n take care of urself. reminded them that to always stay healthy. even, we wont b seeing the person like everyday. but, we will always wish him the best n healthy always..

last9, my mother finally told me that our uncle had jus passed away last monday, 19 september, 2011. eventhough, i cannot seem to remember how he looks like. but, i feel sorry. i was having bad mood of my stupid hair.. somehow, i have been living in this little stupid room once again. that i dint noticed that other stuffs is much more serious.. now, to think bout my grandmother. i realli feel sorry for her.. i feel so sad whenever i think of her suffering like this. i feel like crying whenever i think of it.. she is an old woman now. n to c her sons n daughter to leave this world earlier than her. this is a very very sad sad moment.. i dont noe wat wud really happen to me either to c my loves one to leave me like this.

i jus wished my grandma can be alright.. n all i cud think of.. i wud realli persuade my dad n mum to drive back to sibu after i finished my exam. i do not care whether i feel comfy or not. i jus wanted to c her. i wanted to c whether she is alright.. at least, my mum has the chance to c her n spend some time with her brothers too.. life is too short to wait.. live well n cherish so that we wont live regretly..

-24.09.2011-